Sunday, August 7, 2011
Basic Supplementation for Dummies
Monday, July 25, 2011
Reconciling Bodybuilding With God
Monday, April 25, 2011
Enclosed: An Insignificant Cultural Rant
Friday, April 22, 2011
Warning: Bible Content. In Which I Say Things Relating to the Bible.
What primarily stuck out to me were Romans 1:20-21, 32. "20For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes, His eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly seen, being understood through what has been made, so that they are without excuse. 21For even though they knew God, they did not honor Him as God or give thanks, but they became futile in their speculations, and their foolish heart was darkened...32and although they know the ordinance of God, that those who practice such things are worthy of death, they not only do the same, but also give hearty approval to those who practice them" (NASB).
In the full context of Romans 1:18-32, it is clearly evident that Paul is referring to those who do not believe in God. John Piper takes this one step further, applying it even to those who believe. If you take a moment to carefully examine your heart, you know very well it's an accurate assessment, particularly verse 32. We are constantly ignoring God and approving the actions of this world. You do it, I do it, and I'm willing to wager John Piper does it. And we do it every day.
But first, let's examine our inward selves, "for out of the overflow of his heart his mouth speaks." In verse 21 we read "For even though they knew God, they did not honor Him as God or give thanks." We'll make it easy and just think about today. I'll take it for granted that you gave thanks for the food God has given you today. You probably even gave thanks for the air you breathe. But think harder. Did you thank Him for the abnormally short line at Starbucks today? Or, as may be the case, the egregiously long line? Neither did I (I didn't go to Starbucks today, but I digress). Now let me be clear. I am not suggesting that every breath, every bite of food, or every whatever you want is cause for stopping and praying "God, thank you for this blah blah blah." We would never be able to do anything else. But too often we take positive events for granted, and the seemingly negative events affect our hearts too, well, negatively. In each of these situations, God has some kind of plan. That long line at Starbucks may have kept you from having the time to buy that donut you know you shouldn't have. It may not even be for your sake. Maybe the bloke behind you won't be having that donut now. And we both know he doesn't need it. So if you ever remember that you're forgetting God (hello paradox, my old friend), take some time to thank Him for whatever He may be doing that you may not perceive.
Now that we've taken some time to thank God (go on if you haven't, I'll wait), we'll take a look at verse 32. "And although they know the ordinance of God, that those who practice such things are worthy of death, they not only do the same, but also give hearty approval to those who practice them." Prior to this, Paul gives a lengthy list of what "such things" are (Paul loves lists). At the beginning of verse 29, Paul gives a general criteria for the list, "being filled with all unrighteousness, wickedness, greed, evil." It doesn't require very much thought to realize this covers all of sin. If you've noticed, we still commit sin fairly often. And we most assuredly "know the ordinance of God." Thank God He did that whole dying for our sins thing, eh?
Now let's go further. Paul states that not only do we sin, "but also give hearty approval to those who practice them [sins]." Every time we swear with our friends, or laugh at that raunchy joke, we are not only sinning in our own heart, but we are encouraging the sins of others. If the group is full of Christian brothers and sisters, we're adding to a heaping pile of stumbling blocks. If it's a group of unbelievers, we are hiding our light from the world. The very light which Christ calls us to shine. The commission to confess God to the world is put on the back burner. We are confessing the world itself. We are taking on the yoke of an unbelieving world. This is in direct defiance to Christ, who says to "take My yoke upon you." We are burdening ourselves with what the world desires, what the world finds hilarious. We must instead burden ourselves with Christ. We worry ourselves too much with making the Gospel "attractive" that we neglect to display the Gospel at all. There is a medium between "why did the chicken go to church" and "your mom" (unless your mom brought some chicken feed). Between contemporary Christian music (which I can't stand, but I digress) and sacrificing a goat on stage. We must show by our lives, by our actions, by our words, that we do not live by this world; we live in it.
So as we go about our days, we must always strive to focus our minds on Christ. In our heart of hearts, we must have a spirit of thankfulness so we may let our lights shine outward, "that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven." May the peace of God be with you.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Of the Business Ramifications of Babies
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Transitioning to a Larger University
1. The Culture
As I began writing this section, I quickly created a fairly lengthy rant. For the interest of readers (and my own sanity), I will craft that monologue into a separate post. I will make the point here more concise.
There are a little over 1000 students at UAT, most of them male. These students tend to spend a ridiculous amount of time with video games, and have a common trend of social awkwardness. Education takes a backseat to unproductive games. I am not saying video games are inherently evil, but anything that means so little to progress needs to be done in moderation. The social ineptitude of the students is particularly troublesome for the women that attend, who number less than 100 the last time I checked. During the orientation weeks, the new girls are followed by anywhere between 5 and 20 nerds that have no idea how to talk to a girl. The girls are pretty much stalked to various degrees. Some of them love the attention, and others are genuinely uneasy. Of course, there are a good number of awesome people in the upper classes, but I personally could not remain in a school with such a high density of "creepers."
The last figures I saw for ASU numbered the population somewhere for 50,000 with a roughly 50/50 split in the male/female ratio. The university offers a broad range of academic pursuits, and does not specifically target any particular social group. This brings a great diversity of cultures that makes the school rich with social knowledge. With ASU's academic reputation, you also tend to get students that take their education a bit more seriously. Of course, people will often place immediate gratification over the long run. Combined with the ease of high school, you get a good deal of students that party too much and sacrifice their grades. The difference here is, the students tend to pick up their grades over time, something I rarely noticed at UAT.
2. Class Structure
I can not speak for every class at ASU, but a good deal of them are lecture-based classes that can seat hundreds of students. The maximum I ever saw at UAT was maybe 30 students, but most were around 15. With UAT, you tend to get more personalized care from the professor. This is it's greatest strength, but one of it's greatest weaknesses. I noticed that many classes would scale back the difficulty to the ability of the laziest students. This cheats everyone. The greatest students have no incentive to hone their skills in class. The worst get through with a degree if they did the bare minimum work they were given, but are complacent and have no chance at a job in their chosen field. They are useless.
This does not exist in the lecture-based class. The lazy students have no interaction with the professor. Only the ambitious approach the professor, avoiding any undue influence by the students that refuse to succeed. If you want to pass the class, you have to do your work. In the W.P. Carey School of Business at ASU, you have to be damn good at your work. The economy is unforgiving to those who don't know what they are doing. That's the government's job, but I digress. Only the strong survive here.
Despite the large number of students in a single class, the professors are still approachable. Each of them have office hours for the students to come in and pick their brains. Aside from this, they have students assistants that are capable of helping reinforce their material outside the classroom. For the students with a drive for their future, the resources are available to accelerate that drive.
3. Workload
In high school, the bulk of my classes were AP courses. As much as I tried to get away with not studying, I still had to do it in order to pass the classes, let alone the AP tests at the end. At UAT, my studying took a roaring halt. With the aforementioned decrease in difficulty, I could easily slide through most of my classes. At ASU, I do not have this illusionary luxury. For every test I have had to take, I have had to study for. While the concepts make sense to me, I still need to ingrain them into my head. I need to work harder than I ever have in order to get my degree. From this, I am going to come out of the university knowing what I'm doing, and will have the ability to apply it to my career. At UAT, I saw far too many students that could slide through with a degree but nothing to show for it. I could see an artist graduate but somehow have no portfolio of work. If you don't have a portfolio, you can't be an artist. UAT is essentially a degree mill for many of its majors. Degrees from ASU actually mean something.
Any university will be what you make of it, but some things can make it more substantial. I got a lot out of UAT. I would not trade the experiences or the friendships I made for the world. But these last few months have been a greater educational journey than any I have had before. In my next post, I plan to expand on the cultural nuances of UAT that were the overall tipping point for my exit from the university.
Monday, April 4, 2011
Cultural Commando
Very little introduction is necessary for Arnold Schwarzenegger. The mere mention of his difficult name will encourage a frenzy of movie quotes mimicking his iconic accent. For bodybuilders, it will also bring compliments on his physique and the bodybuilding documentary Pumping Iron. Californians will envision their former governor, and metal enthusiasts will bang their heads to the tribute bands Austrian Death Machine and ArnoCorps. Arnold has had a major effect on many aspects of culture, and is arguable the most influential celebrity in America.
Arnold’s most obvious influence has been in the action movie genre. According to IMDB, Arnold has appeared in 41 films, and is rumored to make an appearance in the upcoming sequel to The Expendables. If you were to sit in the theater during the premier of the first movie’s trailer, you would likely here the joyous shouts of many men as Arnold appeared on screen. This is excitement stemmed from his extensive career in the movie industry. His first film was the laughably terrible Hercules in New York in 1969. His big break came in the 1982 film Conan the Barbarian, but his most well known role has been in the Terminator series. Since the first film’s release, it has spawned three sequels with more rumored to come, a slew of video games, and an abundance of toys. While his appearance in the movies is an obvious explanation to their success, Arnold made a major alteration to the first film that is likely the underlying cause. Originally, James Cameron had wanted Arnold to play as the protagonist Kyle Reese. Arnold requested the role of the Machine instead, much to the chagrin of Cameron. Arnold’s reply was to “trust me,” and history was made. The Terminator series also saw the introduction of his most quoted line, “I’ll be back,” which has been used in many of his films since. The film Last Action Hero even poked fun at his expected use of the phrase. It could be argued, however, that Arnold is not the largest influence on the film industry. Sylvester Stallone has acted in an mind-blowing 58 films and directed, wrote, and produced numerous others, including The Expendables. Sylvester Stallone invokes renditions of “Eye of the Tiger,” visions of .50 cal machine guns mowing down Vietnamese with boxing gloves, and cries of “Adrian!” While Stallone’s fame is hard to ignore, it is harder to quantify. Sure, he starred in and created more films, but how many of them are well known? The Rocky and Rambo series are his major hitters. Arnold can claim Conan, The Terminator, Total Recall, Kindergarten Cop, and many others. Arnold shows a greater, if only slightly, influence on the industry.
A great factor in Arnold’s movie career has been his gigantic physique. Since 1970, he has won five Mr. Universe titles and seven Mr. Olympia titles. However, many considered bodybuilding to be an “oddball sport.” It was not until the 1977 documentary Pumping Iron that bodybuilding became so popular. Between some of the film’s staged scenes and Arnold’s witticisms, bodybuilding took off as an accepted lifestyle choice. Bodybuilding remains vastly popular today (though the proper science thereof is lost on most). In the words of Andrew Sullivan, Arnold “did a deeply American thing: he took a bohemian subculture and infused it with the hard-edged, competitive ethos of capitalism. He has played the popular culture with unerring skill ever since.” Amongst the bodybuilding culture, one scene of the film in particular has stuck, despite its exaggeration. In an interview in the film, Arnold equates the pump acquired the gym with an orgasm. While Arnold states in a later commentary that he was joking to sensationalize the film, many bodybuilders believe he was serious about the claim. Arnold’s presence in the film certainly embedded the documentary in the minds of many.

Schwarzenegger rocking a barbell curl and bert-stared by a scrawny man.
In a temporary retirement from acting, Arnold served as the Governor of California from 2003 to 2011. Many Americans fail to follow state elections across the United States, let alone for their own state. The 2003 elections, however, were widely televised, due to Arnold’s monumental celebrity status. As the 2003 elections were a recall of former Governor Gray Davis, many have dubbed the event as a “Total Recall” in honor of one of Arnold’s films. Arnold’s status made him better known to the people than many candidates, helping to contribute to a grassroots trend of campaigning, in which the people feel a more personal connection to a candidate. Arnold’s campaign signs never called for people to vote for him, but to “join” him, harboring a strong sense of group cause. Of course, Arnold is not the only actor to turn politician. In fact, he isn’t even the most influential. Before his tenure as the 40th President of the United States, Ronald Reagan enjoyed his own stint as an actor. While Reagan did not hold the same level of notoriety in film as the Governator, he certainly had a greater influence on the United States and the world in the political realm.
With Arnold’s extensive influence in multiple fields, it should come as no surprise that he has inspired music, as well. Currently, there are at least two metal-based bands created in tribute to the behemoth: ArnoCorps and Austrian Death Machine. ArnoCorps does not openly admit their dedication to Arnold, preferring to claim such songs as “Terminator” and “Commando” are in homage to Austrian lore, which have been “bastardized for cinematic exploitation in big-budget Hollywood blockbuster.” Between the song titles, the Austrian decent of the band, and the truncated use of Arnold’s name in the name of their band, it is obvious who their inspiration truly is. Austrian Death Machine is the side project of Tim Lambesis, front man for the very popular Christian metal band As I Lay Dying. Lambesis says the inspiration came from a discussion backstage regarding how great it would be to have fans rush the stage to sing Arnold’s one-liners. This obviously made an impression on the singer, as he began writing songs a year later for what became the album Total Brutal. The songs consist of Arnold quotes screamed by Lambesis and spoken by an Arnold impersonator. While Arnold’s movies are the main subject matter, Lambesis recognizes his other roles as well. The intro to Total Brutal is presented by “the Govenator, also known as the gummy bear of Candy Cornia…Mr. Universe, and the greatest actor in the world.” Since then, there has been one additional album release, Double Brutal, and a Christmas EP, A Very Brutal Christmas. No other actor can say they have inspired two successful bands, let alone have the material for multiple albums consisting almost entirely of their one-liners.
Arnold Schwarzenegger had clearly had a great influence on American culture in many ways. He has been a world-renowned actor and a musical inspiration. He is largely responsible for the popularity of bodybuilding, a sport that many had previously shunned. His most recent foray has been into the world of politics as the Governor of California. While he is certainly not the most influential celebrity in the political realm, his significant contribution to politics, music, fitness, and film add up to a level of cultural influence that few but religious figures can claim. For Arnold, the greatest things in life are to crush your political enemies under your feet, to take their ticket money and their bodies, and to hear the lamentation of their music.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
New Direction in Life
Sunday, December 19, 2010
I still have this thing?



I never really forgot about the blog, I just always forgot to post in it when I had time to. But now that I have time, I guess an update is in order. And not only that, but I actually have some art!
Monday, June 7, 2010
SIP Inquiry
Dear Jason Moore,My name is Brandon Gilmore. I met you last night at the IGDA Phoenix meeting (your speech was great). I am currently attending UAT in pursuit of a degree in video game modeling, specifically focusing on 3d environment art.I am asking for your opinion on something which I will describe to the best of my ability herein:My school has recently implemented something it calls SIP (Senior Innovation Project). This consists of about 4 classes that guide a student through the process of designing, and possibly creating, an innovative project. All students must come up with something (preferably in their field of study) to innovate upon. And this is for each individual. Let’s say a group has an innovative idea for a video game. The designer can claim his innovative design. The programmer may come up with some new AI method or what have you. The artist, under the innovation requirements, is kind of out of luck there.This is a graduation requirement for all students of the University. The graduation requirement was once a portfolio, but it is my understanding that said requirement is being phased out, with this SIP replacing it (they currently co-exist, but soon may not).Some concerns students have with the SIP is that it requires an extensive amount of time, time that could normally be spent on creating a passable portfolio. So much time, in fact, that many students are having to create lackluster portfolios during school so they can get the SIP requirement done for graduation.Another concern with this SIP is that some majors are more able to do this than others. As stated before, a programmer could easily work their innovation into a portfolio. However, for a 3d modeler, it is my understanding portfolio implementation is quite a bit more difficult, if not impossible. From what I have learned through CGI communities such as Polycount and CGSociety, the hiring process for a 3d artist involves a quick scan of the portfolio and resume, followed by the interview. The users on those communities that are involved in hiring processes for gaming companies are very quick to tell posters what should and should not be in a portfolio. Based on these recommendations, I do not see any innovative project being acceptable, as simply creating a new character or prop does not fall under my school’s idea of an innovation. As I understand, 3d artists are slaves to our tools. Any innovation in the tools requires a programming skillset. That would not make me a programmer, not an artist. While I, personally, can learn these concepts, not many artists can, and definitely not in the time span of college.So I ask, do you feel there is any use for this SIP project in the video game industry, specifically for 3d artists such as what I aspire to be? Do you see this being considered whatsoever in the hiring process? Are any of my concerns valid? Finally, what perceptions am I in error about? Thank you for your time.Sincerely,Brandon C GilmoreP.S.: I understand that your company does not do too much work in 3d art, but any opinion you may have on the matter would prove valuable. Or if you know of any artists that might be able to answer the questions, as well.
Thank you very much for taking the time to respond. I have found this to be very insightful. I never really approached the SIP concept from quite the perspective you gave. Upon thinking of it, there are many artists that may be more than qualified for a position, but a selection must be made SOMEHOW, so standing out in a positive way would be of benefit. And I see that this SIP can allow for that, if done correctly. I also thank you for the reminder of getting someone to LOOK at the portfolio. To be honest, I did not consider that applicants would merely send a blank email with links. I wish you luck with your company.
Sincerely,
Brandon Gilmore
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Review of Sources Part II : The Rest
Playstation 3 Eye
Yes, the source is Wikipedia. But the Sony website does not provide very much information on the unit, comparatively. The NUI group (mentioned in the last post) strongly recommends this camera for infrared detection, housing many threads full of tutorials on making it work to that purpose. While it is not the best camera for the task, it is more than adequate, and is the most cost-effective (retailing at $40 USD). I plan on utilizing at least two for my project (if I ever actually build the thing).
Sony Bravia 52-inch LCD
This is by no means a final decision on the TV I will use, nor is it some crazy attempt for me to rake in advertising money (though I have looked at Google Adsense on one occasion...). I simply had to make a decision on the TV, and I typed in 52-inch LCD, and picked the cheapest. Thus, the TV. For the TV, I will have to remove any IR blocking filter, which, if I recall, would only be the white opaque filter. A filter that is not always placed in an LCD anyway. I wouldn't know until I opened up the thing.
DigiKey
Again, not an endorsement, but if MaximumPC felt they were good enough for their LEDs, so do I. According to the NUI group, the LEDs required should be between 40° and 60°, so as to allow the infrared waves to bounce around, but not leak out. An LED that meets the required specifications(of which there are more), is the Osrams SFH-4350, which DigiKey sells.
Monday, April 5, 2010
Review of Sources Part I : Concepts
The materials I will be reviewing in this post are those related to the concept of my design.
Multi-Touch Surfaces: A Technical Guide.
This is one of the most important sources for my project. The document is a collaboration by developers who attended the Bootcamp on Construction & Implementation of Optical Multi-touch Surfaces at Tabletop 2008 in Amsterdam. This document lists the known technologies utilized in multi-touch surfaces at that time. The document also delves into the specifics of each technology, ranging from projection-screen based surfaces, to LCD screens incorporating infrared LEDs. Upon reading the document, I realized that the latter method would be the most cost-effective, low-maintenance, and higher quality option. Cost-effective because an LCD screen of the size required by a mall-directory would run less money than a projector screen of adequate resolution to provide a clear directory. Low-maintenance because projectors would require frequent bulb replacement, cleaning to avoid dust (thus, over-heating), etc. LCD screens could simply be replaced as the need arose. Higher quality because projectors are not typically of a high resolution (at least not high enough for how large mall-directories are), whereas LCD screens are almost all of the required resolution and clarity.
The document also delves into the different LED designs possible for the LCD screen. One method is the use of infrared transceivers, which contain both an infrared emitter, and a sensor to pick up the emissions. This allows for a more accurate form of tracking. Unfortunately, this method requires the LEDs to be laid in an array on the entire back of the screen. As such, this method becomes increasingly more expensive as the size of the screen is increased, becoming nonviable for screens over 32". The other method is to place infrared LEDs all around the bezel of the LCD screen, and any tracking would be done by an infrared sensitive camera.
The document also analyzes the latency of various projectors and filters. As I am not utilizing a projector, latency is not as much of a concern in my design.
Next up: TacTile
TacTile is an LCD-based multi-touch display developed by the Electronic Visualization Laboratory at the University of Illinois at Chicago. The website provides links to a gallery of pictures showing off the display, as well as the documentation of the display. In addition, the source code, API, and some applications are also provided. The programming aspect should be of the greatest use for me, as the multi-touch tracking I would need is right there. I will have to find someone skilled enough at programming to add what is necessary for what my mall-directory concept will entail, of course.
MaximumPC
Now, when you read through this, you will realize that it is using a projector. So why the heck do I have this as a source? Well, it is partly because it goes into the fine details of actually BUILDING the bloody thing. There is still commonality in the process, such as the LED array, the computer, etc. In addition, the article provides links to sources from which materials such as LEDs can be purchased, which is awesome, because I am not so good at finding the LEDs.
NUI Group
MOTHERLOAD. I honestly have not found a better source for DIY touch-surface creation. In fact, if it weren't for my school's requirement of multiple sources, I would review ONLY this site. There is a link to code for touch-surface displays. There is a wiki that details information on applications, libraries, and tutorials for everything involved in the creation of a touch-surface, such as wiring the LEDs. There is also a community forum with threads galore regarding touch-surface technology. Browsing through the Camera-specific heading, I noticed that nearly all of the threads recommend the Playstation 3 Eye as the best camera for touch-surfaces. These suckers are cheap, and GOOD. All they require is a bit of work to allow for infrared detection. As I build the prototype (and hopefully the finished product) of my design, I plan to utilize this group to a great extent so my design may be perfect.
LG 52-inch Mutli-Touch LCD
In my research, I have discovered that it is very difficult to create an LCD touch-surface with a screen larger than 32", due to how fragile it is. While this video does not provide anything directly useful to my design, it does provide a confidence boost that it CAN be done. Encouragement is still an important part of the engineering process.
Quick edit (forgot this one): Janus Displays
This is a demo for a touch display at The Hilton in Chicago. It also ties into Chicago-OHare airport. Sure, it's not a mall-directory, but it IS a directory. I will be looking to this for inspiration in interface design, as the conventional mall-directory design is not ideal for multiple users. Then again, neither is this, but some elements of the design (such as the isometric multi-level map), should prove useful.